#in a sleep-specific type of gummy

[sepiasys]

Hi I'm having a fun time with a headache still and uh I'm *ig* stressing over getting a job but not really but maybe

Idk

We's gotta get used to talking to ppls

The embarrassment at the bookstore we went to was enough andbsbdndb

[hoe4hamzah]

1 AM

⤷ A Hamzah Smut

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⤷ In a night of no sleep, y/n finds she's not the only one awake, sitting with Hamzah and having a deep conversation about what could be.

⤷ Hamzah x y/n, smut, praise kink, oral, virgin!reader, virginity, fluff

⤷ 4.1k words

⤷ Mood board

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The trip to Greece was going perfectly; everyone was getting along and all of the plans were working out.

You and your friends decided to take a trip to greece as a vacation. You and Mandy were exhausted from work, Hamzah and Martin were taking their break on social media, and Claire and Chase were tagging along for the hell of it.

Nearing the end of your trip, you were ready to go home. Your skin was burnt from the sun, you missed your pets, and you were starting to get homesick.

It was late, 1 am specifically.

You tried to get yourself to fall asleep numerious times, but nothing was working. You've taken multiple melatonin gummies, chugged ice cold water, and tried to meditate.

The restlessness was starting to frustrate you, and you weren't exactly sure what to do at this point.

The last thing you could think of was to get some fresh air.

Climbing out of your bed, you threw on a hoodie and sweatshorts, slipping on your sandals before grabbing your phone and leaving your room.

You made your way to the back patio of the resort, a fluorescently lit marble covered patio, right beside the beach.

You could hear the crickets chirping and the waves hitting the ocean, the breeze of the water hitting your face.

You hear someone cough behind you, and you turn around to see Hamzah sitting at one of the tables on the patio, scrolling through his phone.

"What are you doing up?" You shouted over to him.

Hamzah looked up, confused about who was talking to him. Once he noticed you he nodded, saying "Hey."

You walked over to him, pulled out the chair across from him, and sat down.

"Can't sleep?" You asked.

"No, I napped to long after we went swimming" He huffed, setting his phone down.

"Yeah, I'm in the same situation" you sighed, "I tried to sleep but nothings working, thought I would get some fresh air"

"mm, yeah I got out here about 30 minutes ago"

You nodded, rubbing your hands against your face, trying to massage your eyes.

You and Hamzah were close, he met you through Martin and Mandy, you being closest with Mandy.

You and Hamzah always got along, never argued other than occasional banter, and had plenty of things in common.

Hamzah was a good guy, he was loyal, trustworthy, and fun to be around. Things that you really cherished in a friend.

"Wanna sit by the beach?" Hamzah asked

You game a small nod, "Sure."

The two of you walked over to the beach, walking onto a pier and sitting at the edge of it.

You dangled your feet above the warm water, listening to the sounds of the waves crash into each other.

Neither of you spoke, you didn't need to. You and Hamzah had the type of relationship where neither of you hand to talk and it was still comfortable.

There was really never a moment where awkward silence caught up to you, it was always a comforting silence, both of you deep in thought.

Hamzah took in a deep breath, before huffing out through his nose. You looked at him, no expression on your face, you just looked.

He knew the look was meant to question him, even though you said nothing and made no confused face.

"I really needed this trip" he hummed, starring down at the water.

You looked back down after his statement, "Yeah? Stressed?"

You wanted to say 'all of us did,' but you didn't want to take away from what he wanted to say.

The thing about Hamzah is that he brings up his struggles in a very odd manner, he doesn't come out right away and say something is going on, you kind of just have to let it naturally come out and not take away from his thought.

Hamzah nodded, "mhm, not even about everything I'm doing, but more so everything I should be doing"

You looked back up at him, "What do you mean?"

"I don't really know," he sighed. He knew, he just doesn't like to bring this stuff up, "I just feel like I should be doing more than I am"

"Yeah, I know what you mean" You nodded, looking out into the ocean.

"It's just like, I do something on social media and it makes me happy for a while but then, I don't know, it like fades away before I can do something again"

You hummed and nodded, showing you understood what he was saying but trying to collect your thoughts.

"Like I love all of you guys, but I feel like I need something more" Hamzah continued, "I don't know what to do about it"

"Do you mean, like, relationship wise?"

He paused for a second before nodding. "I guess so yeah, I know I have my family and all of you guys but at the end of the day everyone has other priorities, part of me wants to be someone's priority and have someone as my priority"

"Yeah, it's weird how that works, you think you have everything but you yearn for more," You added, "It's not even being greedy, it's just, reality"

Hamzah smiled a little, "yeah, you get it"

You both sat there for a second before his smile went flat, "Hey, I'm sorry about your boyfriend by the way"

You curled your lips, remembering what happened before the trip. Your boyfriend had really bad jealousy issues, and with you being close friends with boys that he wasn't friends with, he wasn't having it.

When he found out about your trip with the group, you guys got into a really big fight. He didn't like Hamzah or Martin, but especially Hamzah since he knew he was single.

He accused you of wanting to be with Hamzah, saying "Oh I know you're going on this trip so you can fuck on that friend of yours. I know damn well you think he's more attractive than me, with his fucking curly hair and tan skin"

You knew Hamzah was good-looking, but you weren't the type of person who would call someone attractive if you were taken.

It especially frustrated you because you were friends with Hamzah before you even met your boyfriend.

You bit your bottom lip, shaking your head. "We aren't together anymore"

Hamzah snapped his head to you, looking at you with furrowed eyebrows, "What?"

"He basically gave me an ultimatum. I could go on this trip and break up with him or stay with him and not go"

Hamzah shook his head, putting his arm around you and rubbing your back, "Fuck y/n, I'm so sorry"

"It's alright, at the end of the day he wasn't a good person, he expected so much but did so little," You said, "Besides, I'd never let you guys go for him"

You leaned your head on the side of Hamzah's shoulder, his hand still rubbing your back.

"Fuck I hate that guy, I never wanted to tell you, but he was just so fucking controlling" He shook his head again.

Hamzah rested his head against yours, "I think he hated my guts too"

You chucked a little, "You think? Hamzah the guy wanted you dead basically"

"Well what the fuck did I ever do to him?"

"He was just jealous of ur looks"

Hamzah raised his eyebrows teasingly, "Oh so you think im good looking" He tickled your side.

You swatted his hand away, "Shut up, oh my God"

"You said it, not me"

You rolled your eyes at him, pulling your head off his shoulder. His hands folded in his lap and yours held the edge of the pier.

You both sat in your comfortable silence for a little longer before you broke it.

"Alright I guess you're somewhat attractive"

Hamzah grinned, looking over at you. You made eye contact with him before shaking your head, both of you laughing.

"You're not too bad yourself y/n"

You smiled softly, staring into each other's eyes. His smile slowly went down as his eye contact seemed to go deeper.

Hamzah's hand laid on the side of your face, pulling his lips to yours.

You never thought you were going to be kissing Hamzah, but part of you wasn't surprised. You wanted to kiss him just as much as he wanted to kiss you.

Your lips slowly moved against each other, softly pressing against one another.

Hamzah pulled away, looking deeply into your eyes, "You really are so beautiful y/n"

You smiled softly at him, tilting your head, "We should try to get some sleep"

Hamzah nodded, a little worried that you said that to avoid the situation.

The two of you got up and walked back inside the resort hotel.

"I do have one thing to confess," you said as you two reached the elevator.

Hamzah tilted his head, a questioning look on his face.

"I forgot my key in my room"

His head dropped with a smile, "Sleepover?"

"Sleepover" You smiled.

The two of you made it to Hamzah's room. The balcony door open, the moon shining onto the water and lighting the rooms softly.

You walked onto the small balcony, looking out at the water.

Hamzah followed behind you, his hand wrapping around your waist, pressing a kiss into your shoulder.

You've never seen Hamzah this soft before, embracing you in all your glory.

You turned around, facing him before he pulled you into another kiss. This kiss was equally as soft, but it felt like it had more passion.

His hands softly held your hips and he pulled you against him gently. His body was warm against yours, feeling comfort on each other.

Hamzah slowly walked you to his bed, sitting you on the end before laying you down, still kissing you gently.

His kisses were so soft, but warm, like he needed you.

Your heart throbbed as his hand slid up and down the side of your torso. You felt him start to ride your sweatshirt up, stopping right before your breasts.

He pulled away and pressed a kiss from to top of where he exposed the skin, to your belly button.

He stopped, sensing you were a little uneasy, "Are you okay? Do you want to get some sleep"

You bit your lip, thinking about your options. You felt like you wanted him, your heart ached and you felt your cunt throb when he kissed you.

But you were a virgin.

You didn't know what to do or how to do it. But you wanted it.

"I um, I've never done this stuff before"

Hamzah didn't make a face like you were expecting. You thought he would want to stop, not wanting to deal with an inexperienced virgin.

"That's okay, we can just sleep if you would like"

You thought about it for a second before shyly shaking your head.

Hamzah nodded, showing he understood what you were getting at. He knew you were scared, you were too shy to tell him you wanted him, but to needy to tell him you should sleep.

Hamzah pulled himself back to your face, kissing your lips softly again. "We don't have to do anything you don't want to do, it's all up to you"

You nodded as his hands slid up and down on your sides again. "I'm gonna take off your sweatshirt if that's okay"

You nodded again as he slowly slid it off, revealing your breasts as you lack of a bra.

Hamzah tried not to stare, he didn't want you to freak out, but he couldn't help it. You were beautiful and he wanted to see all of you.

He kissed your lips again before kissing your neck, down to your collar bone, before kissing your nipple.

He kissed it to test the waters, to see how you would react. You looked nervous, and he wanted you to relax a little bit.

Hamzah's lips carefully latched around your nipple, softly sucking on one while his hand softly massaged the other.

You bit your lip at the feeling, letting out a short and almost silent whimper.

He pulled away before kissing down to the waistband of your shorts, looking up at you, asking for permission to remove them.

You nodded before his hands grabbed the side waistband of your shorts, slowly pulling them down as you lifted your hips.

His hands grabbed your thighs and slowly separated them. He pressed a kiss to the inside of your thigh, gradually getting closer to your panty covered cunt.

Hamzah pressed a kiss against your clit, causing you to twitch at the feeling.

He looked up at you, starring at your beautiful eyes, "y/n, you touch yourself, right?"

You nodded in response. You didn't do it regularly, maybe once a week at most.

He asked just to make sure you wouldn't freak out when he touched you.

Hamzah's thumb pressed against your clit as he rubbed slow circles against it.

Your brows furrowed, and you stayed biting your lip, wanting more.

He knew you wanted more, but he wanted you to verbalize it.

"What's wrong?" Hamzah asked, "Need something?"

You nodded

"What is it?"

"I- I just want more"

Hamzah nodded at you, fingers finding their way to the waistband of your panties before pulling them down as you lifted your hips.

His eyes fixated on your cunt, he could see you were wet with want. Wanting him so badly to be inside you, to make you feel good.

He again, pressed a kiss to your clip, softly sucking on the bud of nerves.

Your mouth went open, back arching off of the bed.

He pulled away before immediately lapping his tongue up and down your pussy. You twitched at the feeling, grinding your hips slowly against his face.

He kept his mouth on your cunt while he slowly took off his shirt, pulling away briefly to pull his shirt over his head.

Hamzah's shirt flew to the floor and his mouth flew back to your cunt.

He sucked on your clit a little longer before pulling away, causing you to whine in dissapointment.

Hamzah smiled at your reaction, thinking about how cute you look when you're needy.

His fingers found your cunt, sliding up and down to gather some wetness. Hamzah's middle finger pressed against the entrance of your cunt, teasing you. He watched your face for a reaction before slowly sliding it inside you.

You let out a tiny moan just as you bite your lip. He slowly slid his finger in and out of you, getting you used to the feeling of something being inside you.

Your reaction was enough to get him rock hard, his other hand palming himself through his own shorts.

Hamzah slid his finger out before pushing two gently inside you, stretching you out.

Again, your reaction was making him extremely horny. He wanted to fuck you so bad, but he knew he needed to take his time with you.

His fingers slowly slid in and out of you, curling upwards once they were fully inside you, hitting you in your g-spot.

The speed of his hand increased, the one on his own cock increasing as well.

You felt a knot developing in your cunt, aching as Hamzah continued his movements.

"You're so beautiful y/n" Hamzah spoke, pressing a kiss to your cunt.

You moaned before arching your back again. You felt yourself getting so close to release, but you didn't want to get there so soon.

You sat yourself up on your elbows, watching as his fingers worked in and out of you.

Your furrowed eyebrows wouldn't relax, Hamzah making you feel so good.

Watching his movements, you could hardly see his other hand on his clothed cock, palming at it while he made you feel good. Once you realized that Hamzah was getting off on you enjoying yourself, you wanted to make him feel good so bad.

It would have been a perfect time too, your release catching up to you quickly.

Your hand grabbed his forearm, stopping his movements, "What's wrong? Did I hurt you?"

You shook your head, "I wanna cum when your inside me," you whispered.

Hamzahs heart pounded as you spoke, thinking about the fact that he's gonna fuck you.

"Okay baby, okay" he stood up at the end of the bed.

"Hamzah?" You asked, "can I- um"

You wanted to return the favor, you wanted to suck his dick. He knew you did based on the way you looked him in the eyes and then back down to the bulge in his shorts.

"Y/n, this isn't about me" He leaned down, kissing your forehead.

"Please"

One thing about Hamzah is that he loved begging, and especially from you. You sounded so sweet and needy, wanting to make him feel as good as he made you feel.

"Alright" he spoke softly.

You sat up at the edge of the bed as he stood in front of you, your face directly in front of his cock.

You looked up at him, his hands brushing the hair out of your face.

"So beautiful" he hummed.

You wanted to take off his shorts and underwear but something about it was making you nervous.

Hamzah must have been able to tell because he helped you with his shorts, pulling them down.

You looked up at him, your big beautiful eyes staring into him. Your hand reached up and rested on his bulge. Hamzah gave you a nod, reassuring you that you were alright.

You looked down, taking a big gulp of pride before sliding his underwear down.

Hamzah stepped out of his underwear and shorts, eyes staying on you as he watched you face his cock.

You were intimidated, but excited. You wanted this just as badly as he did.

Your hand grabbed the base of his cock, almost analyzing it before licking the tip of it.

Hamzah took a deep breath, the warmth of your tongue making him go crazy.

You kept licking at it before wrapping your mouth around the tip. Your eyes went back up to Hamzah, him giving you another reassuring nod before you took his dick deeper in your mouth.

You didn't let it reach your throat, not sure if you were ready for that yet.

Hamzah let out a breathy moan as your head slowly bobbed up and down half of his length.

"Fuck y/n, that feels incredible" He hummed

You took that as motivation to go a little deeper, taking in more of his length.

His cock was big, there was no doubt, and fitting it in your mouth was diffucult.

Even though you were only sucking his dick, it made your cunt tingle, wanting him to fuck you sooner than later.

Hamzah's breathy groans got to you, tricking yourself into thinking you could take more of his length in his mouth.

You made the attempt before realizing it was clearly too much.

You felt yourself choke against his coke, Hamzah's hand immediately going under your chin and pulling you off of his cock.

Your eyes watered from the sudden choke and you let out a small cough.

"You okay princess?" Hamzah asked.

You nodded, wiping the tears that formed in your eyes away.

He leaned down to kiss your forehead before kissing your lips.

"Sorry" you muttered.

"Oh y/n don't worry about it, we all get a little eager"

You scooted yourself back further up the bed, Hamzah following with you.

He started kissing you again, this time more aggressively than before. Hamzah wanted you, bad.

You wanted him too, but you were too scared to say something.

Hamzah must have been able to tell something was up, because he pulled away and looked in your eyes, "What's up pumpkin?"

You tried to hide the smile that was growing on your face, knowing he knew what you wanted.

"You're so fucking attractive y/n, you know that right?"

You nodded, "That's what I'm told"

Hamzah chuckled a little, "Good"

He went back to kissing you, mumbling against your lips, "I want you so bad sweetheart"

You kissed him deeper, muttering a small "please"

That was all Hamzah needed before he lined up his dick with your entrance, lips still attached to yours.

He slowly pressed his tip into your entrance, feeling your whimper against his lips.

Hamzah took a deep breath, holding himself back from fucking into you.

His cock slowly slid deeper into you, stopping once it couldn't go any further in.

His lips pulled away from yours as he watched over your face. You were clearly in pain, the stretch being a lot for you.

You looked up at him, whimpering a little.

"I know baby, I know" Hamzah reassured, trying not to make you feel embarrassed for not being able to take him right away.

You closed your eyes and focused on your breathing, wanting to allow yourself to relax more.

You felt Hamzah slowly pulling himself about half way out before slowly pushing himself back in, trying to get you used to the motion.

It helped, allowing yourself to get used to the stretch.

"How's it going?" Hamzah asked, looking at you.

"Can you go a little faster, please" You asked.

Hamzah nodded before increasing his speed slightly. It still hurt, but it was a good hurt, a hurt that you could easily get used to.

You let out a soft and small moan, starting to notice how good it was feeling.

"That feels really good" You whispered

Hamzah leaned down and kissed your forehead, "You feel really good"

His words caused you to clench around him, causing him to chuckle, noticing your reaction to his praise.

Hamzah slowly picked up his pace again, being gentle but getting to a point where he was actually fucking you.

It felt good, really good.

The stretch wasn't causing you pain but making you feel full.

His cock fit perfectly inside you, like it was meant to go inside you.

"y/n, you're so fucking tight" He moaned

Your moans yourself were starting to grow more regular, letting out a noise everytime he thrusted in.

"Hamzah!" You moaned, "Please, feels so good"

Hamzah smiled, getting a little more rough, "Good girl, taking it so well"

Your pussy nearly gushed at that, eyes rolling back and another moan releasing.

Your cunt squeezed around him, wanting more and more of him. You didn't realize this was what you were missing out on your whole life.

The pleasure Hamzah was giving you just by sticking his dick inside you was insane.

With every thrust he hit the same small spot inside you that made you wanna scream in pleasure.

Your moans continued as Hamzah continued to trust inside you, his hands holding your hips in place so he could get the angles you needed.

His own moans were breathy and full of lust, holding himself back from cumming inside you right then and there.

It felt so good, you never wanted it to stop.

The knot in your abdomen had other plans, twisting into the same knot from before.

Your legs shook a little, and your hips would thrust up, ready to cum any second.

"You gonna cum honey?" Hamzah asked, checking in on you as he was trying to hold back his orgasm himself.

You nodded rapidly, knowing you were about to cum.

"That's okay baby, cum right on my cock like the good girl you are"

All it took was that one sentence before you were a mess, cumming around Hamzah's cock while your legs shook.

"There you go, there you go baby" Hamzah spoke, taking you through it, "feels so good doesn't it?"

You nodded, trying to catch your breath.

"I'm gonna cum to baby, hold on" Hamzah warned

You moaned at the bit of overstimulation just as Hamzah pulled out and released right onto your tummy with a guttural moan, "Fuck baby, that felt so fucking amazing"

The both of you tried to catch your breath, Hamzah pressing another kiss to your forehead before grabbing a tissue from the box on the nightstand.

He cleaned up his cum off your tummy before tossing out the tissue.

"Are you okay? Can I get you anything?"

You shook your head, reaching your arms out to him.

Hamzah took you in his arms before pulling both of you under the covers, your head laying against his chest.

"Are you sure you're okay? I was afraid I was hurting you"

"I'm perfect Hamzah, I really liked it"

Hamzah smiled, rubbing your back before muttering, "Me too, angel, me too"

[satkru]

*๑♡՞ . cnc , dead dove: do not eat , extremely dark themes , usage of power over another individual (forgot what thats called) , gun-play , threats , little to unknown amount of consent , read at your own discretion , possibly could be considered a crack fic?? , also slight revenge fucking

p.s . this is a more filler fic than anything as i try to get my writing schedule under control, im mostly getting ideas as i watch the 2nd season of squid games, other than that, i hope this fic can fufill ur dark fantasies!! also this isnt any specific triangle guard, but hes tall and lanky w a big dick, who also seems to be ur ex

y/n didnt know why he even got himself in this predicament, all he wanted was to get some money to pay off the loan sharks and be done with them already. but he was too blindsided by the thought of winning all the money for himself to realize how much of a fuck up he really made, now, he was stuck in a murderous game filled with all types of shitty people who were just like him. y/n lied in bed as the announcement notified the rest of the players about their set bedtime.

he tossed and turned, and even when the lights officially turned off, he still couldnt find a wink of sleep inside his system. so to appear like all of the others, y/n closed his eyes and pretended to fall asleep. minutes went by and the silence in the dark room annoyed y/n more than when the other dunces were screaming their heads off.

in the midst of the silence, y/n couldnt help but hear the shuffling of baggy pants legs rubbing against each other, seeming to draw closer to his bed. suddenly, the noise stopped and the silence that was originally in the room began to seep back in. "player 037, please get up from your bed", the familiar voice of a guard made y/n's eyes shoot open and sat him up straight. the sight of the triangle on the guards mask made y/n tremble, and the assault rifle in front of him scared him shitless. "follow me."

y/n got up from his bed and waddled behind the guard, his heart and mind racing every passing second. the two passed through the door leading into the room that led to the multitude of different games, climbing up the stairs and eventually stopping at the top.

the guard led y/n into the men's bathroom and dragged him into one of the small and isolated bathroom compartments. "your pants." the guard instructed, y/n nodded his head vigorously and dropped his pants as fast as he could, thinking he had some sort of contraband hiding on him that the guards didnt take already.

"turn around." the guard ordered, causing shivers to run down y/n's spine. yet again, the man followed the orders and whipped around as fast as he could in such a small space. the sound of pants unbuckling and clothes shuffling off of someone made y/n's heart drop. "w-wait..! w-what are you doing—!" y/n's question was cut off as he felt his underwear fall from his hips and something shoving its way into his tight hole.

y/n shrieked, the feeling of pain, but also pleasure, ran through his veins and nerves at the same time. "so tight..." the guard whispered as he then began to thrust inside y/n, causing the man to let out confused noises and moans. somehow, such a situation made the man grow harder than he had ever been. could he really be into such a thing?

"keep it down 037.. fuck.. youre so much more tighter than I expected you to be.." the guard let out breathy groans, his hips thrusting into y/n without any hesitation. his arm wrapped around the throat of the player, putting him into a headlock, but not putting any pressure on his neck. it was more like a way to keep y/n's moans low and quiet.

the guard threw his head back in pure bliss, the feeling of his cock being swallowed up by y/n's gummy walls made his groans more audible. "stop squirming 037.. or else i'll have to use more forceful actions to keep you from moving.." the deep and harsh voice commanded y/n once again, "fuck! guard- sir-! im gonna cum!!" the timid and shaky voice of y/n warned the guard that he was soon reaching his climax.

but the guard did nothing to stop the inevitable action y/n would soon face, instead, he quickened his pace and bent more forward. y/n cried out as he was soon taken over by the overwhelming feeling of pleasure, his cock spilling out ribbons of white cum onto the lid of the toilet.

"n-no..! stop! i already came!!" y/n begged as tears dropped from his eyes, his shaky hands tried prying off the arm of the guard from his neck, but there was no use. as his strength slowly left him, the feeling of pure bliss slowly filled the emptiness that his strength had left. "player 037, stop resisting.. oh fuck.. or else.. you'll face a more graver punishment...".

the guard's thrusts became more sloppy and ruthless, leaving y/n breathless and desperate for a break. the sound of wet skin to skin contact filled up the bathroom, echoing off the porcelain tiles of the room. "go on and cum again.. i know you want to" the deep, but also sweet voice of the guard whispered directly into y/n's ear, causing him to lose more of his mind to hysteria.

"im going to fill up this tight hole with so much of my cum it'll be flowing out of you for hours.. you'll have to sit out of the games unless you want my cum to seep out of you and stain your pants.." the guard loosened his arm around y/n's throat and instead grabbed a fistful of his hair. "you want it dont you? just admit you want it all in your guts baby.." although y/n couldnt see it, he knew that the guard had a smug smirk plastered on his lips.

"fuck off why dont you.." y/n choked out before succumbing to the moans bubbling up in his throat. "dont be so mean my love, dont you remember me?" the guard dragged his hand down to y/n's cock, slipping it into his hand and gently caressing it. such a small action made y/n go absolutely mad, making his hole tighten around his aggressors cock. "i could care less on who the fuck you are!! just quicken your pace!!" y/n barked back, his limbs were growing more weak each thrust, causing him to wobble and shake like a newborn horse.

the guard simply chuckled and quickened his pace, "youre still as commanding as you were when we were together.. it riles me up so good!.." y/n couldnt hold back any longer and released his second load of cum onto the toilet once again. "o-okay stop! fuck! please stop!" y/n sobbed, but his cries fell on deaf ears as the guard then released his own load inside of y/n's guts.

"I missed that feeling so fucking bad.." the guard slowly pulled out and watched as his cum drooped onto the floor, y/n's hole was pounded into oblivion, the swollenness and puffiness made it obvious to onlookers. "damn thats hot" the guard purred, his voice low and and barely above a whisper. "a-are we done now..?" y/n asked, hiccups interrupting his breathing every now and then.

"done? oh baby im just getting started.." the guard smugly stated as he took the gun off his shoulders and shoved y/n forward so that the stall would have enough room to be able to thrust his handgun in and out of y/n's already gaping hole. "w-what are you doing?!" y/n screamed and began trying to squirm out of the bathroom, but was stopped when the guard pulled on his hair and shoved him down.

"jeez do you really need to make everything more difficult..?" He snarled before wrapping his arm around y/n's hip to hold him up. Y/n couldnt help but shuffle around, uncomfortable with the humid air constantly hitting his bare ass, along with the harsh degradation from the guard.

Y/n gasped at the cool but sensational feeling of cold and untouched metal at the entrance of his hole, the unfamiliar feeling felt confusing but in that confusion was pure bliss and lust. "thrust.." the player whispered with his face buried in his forearms. The guard smirked under his mask and gladly began to thrust the weapon in and out of y/n.

Y/n through his head back in pleasure, moans coming out of his mouth automatically. drool seeped down his chin and fell on the rim of the toilet. "faster..! i need to cum a second time" y/n commanded, his words laced with sexual frustration as the pistol barely hit any vital points.

"you got it boss" the guard chuckled as he tightened his grip and began to fuck the pistol into y/n's already leaking hole. slight squelching noises bounced off the stall walls along with moderately loud moans. y/n's knees bended more, to the point where they were leaning on one another for support.

y/n's voice progressively got more desperate, his breath was beginning to weigh on him and he could feel another orgasm tightening up in his abdomen. "just a few more baby, then we'll be done" the guard hummed, his own cock strained against y/n's thigh, twitching at every moan and whimper y/n let out.

"im cumming..!!" y/n whined out, he could feel the knot in his stomach slowly untying every thrust the guard threw his way. The gun was coated in cum and moisture from y/n's insides, the mess reached from the start of the pistol all the way back to where the trigger was. y/n loudly moaned as he felt hot ribbons of cum shoot out of him.

"god that was so hot.." the guard whispered, slowly pulling the gun out of y/n, making sure he remembered every last inch of that pistol. y/n's head hanged low, he was trying to regulate his breathing but had difficulty due to the steaminess both him and the guard's questionable actions.

"I'll meet you tomorrow night, be prepared player 037"

[jumpingwjoy]

another watercolor painting!! im going through my pokemon sun playthrough as ricky, and this outfit is what i dressed her up in ^_^ i tried to match her band au fashion as much as possible 🫡

i’ve got game screenshots and long ass ramble under the cut 😭

realizing tumblr can let me ramble continuously as much as i want so i could talk about my thoughts and my previous pokemon runs too woaw...maybe i’ll post pics of those playthroughs one day, but probably on my main blog instead 🤔

here's ricky's current team where i’m at and what she looks like in game!! i was sooo peeved that twin tails are locked in post game, even if they don’t even look like ricky’s hairstyle at all, i just think she needs some kind of ponytail…i used to have her with straight bangs to imitate her three bangs style, but it kinda looked ugly af… :V

i’m just before vast poni canyon so gummy will soon be the rail gun beetle that ricky deserves ^_^ i decided on a sweets/dessert nickname theme, tho i did consider a norse mythology theme, but i thought she’d be more cutesy in a pokémon au/world where she is not in life threatening stakes.

i want to write out my reasonings for each pokémon pick too, this team isn’t exactly what i had in mind since it’s limited to the sun pokédex, but i’m pretty fond of them!! mostly, i thought she could have a non-dex rotom (but since it’s like this, her rotom dex is definitely named mike), and i also thought she’d have a porygon - but u can only get it post-game and i’d have to deal with trade evolutions o<-<

i also chose pokémon sun as ricky’s game since i headcanon her to be wasian HAHA specifically japanese and american/german - since hawaii is known for its japanese immigrant population (which is also reflected in the game itself), i liked the idea of her having an actual game background of immigrating from kanto

1. alolan raichu - pikachu is the iconic mascot, just like ricky XD alolan raichu shares her love of sweets, and i think lets her identify with being alolan too

2. vikavolt - he’s a rail gun!! ricky should always have fun with guns. i think ricky has an affinity with machines, and vikavolt has gundam aesthetics hehe. his pre evolutions are cute too, which i think ricky would like. notably he’s another electric type, a remnant from when i used to have ricky as an electric type specific trainer, before i decided to diversify types for eo teams. rotom also would’ve been another electric type…😅

3. metagross - another association with machines—it reminds me of gladsheim as well. i like the juxtaposition of this hulking creature made of metal next to ricky too. showing off her cute and cool sides...

its name is ike as a companion to mike, making them fit into the sweets theme LOL

4. wigglytuff - i headcanon that ricky enjoys singing (and is the lead singer in band au) so i wanted a music related pokémon. maybe in universe, she would stay as a jigglypuff?

5. toucannon - also because of gun. i actually hunted a shiny version, bc it looks like the bi pride flag aghdjshfd. i think ricky can be prone to have a temper, matching toucannon's angry look

6. alolan ninetales - ok so i was conflicted bc i wanted an ice type, as a reference to ricky’s cryo sleep lol, and i was also considering vanillite bc ice cream… but its moveset sucks ass!!! sorry!!!! i do like ninetales as an additional reference to her heritage though…i have vanillite in rosa’s hypothetical team too so it wasn’t really meant for ricky in the first place :P

honorable mentions:

i chose litten as her starter since i think she’s a cat person, and also someone who likes buff people……….

vanillite like i mentioned—harder to catch than i thought cause it needs to be snowing for this guy to show up as an sos helper >:0

alolan exeggutor - long long yggdrasil

this turned out a lot longer than i thought im not used to writing down so much even in tweet threads but it was fun to spill out some of the very specific things i think about in my day to day lol...if you somehow read all of this, thank you for your time wakjhsdg 🙇🏻‍♀️

[snowball-doie]

The Type of Dad Poly!Ilichil Is

Made this for anyone interested in my poly!ilichil x oc book~~ This is the kind of dad they all are with their daughter, Reyna. If you guys have any questions, my asks are open! Hope you enjoy!

Johnny - suburban dad Makes everyone's food, packs Reyna's school bag, asks about her day, gets her settled in her car seat and makes sure she’s safe, gets her after school snacks. He’s the one on all her paperwork, so he’s gotta be there for everythingggggggg-- Dance recitals, sports games, pre-k graduation, etc.

Taeyong - tired dad Falls asleep everywhere in the house with Reyna laying on top of him. He didn’t get to spend much time with her when she was a baby because of his enlistment, so he does a lot to make up time with her now. Likes to spoil her with expensive gifts. Teaches her to dance. Front row for all of her school events and performances so he can record and take pics like an embaeassinglty proud dad.

Yuta - fashionista dad Picks out all of Reyna's outfits, buys all of her clothes, very critical of the outfits the other boys try to put her in whenever he's not around. Goes with her to the hair salon to make sure the stylist doesn’t fuck up his daughter’s hair— Loves to wear matching outfits with her omfg….. Very casual, so he only picks her up when she runs over to him and asks. Teaches her to speak Japanese, insists that she only speaks Japanese when talking to him. Takes her to Japan whenever she's on break from school. Loves to take her to concerts, having her run on stage before the show starts and the stadium is empty, making sure her noise cancelling headphones are snug on her head every time he runs off stage between sets, etc. Average rockstar dad things.

Doyoung - cuddle bug dad If he can’t sleep, he’ll steal Reyna from Ahri’s room and sleep with her in his room. He loves to watch her run around in her princess costumes omfg. He loves to make her laugh because he thinks her laugh is the cutest thing in the whole wide world-- She has a bright, wide, gummy laugh just like him. He’s just all around supportive. Buys stuffed animals for her, specifically bunnies. He does the chores around the house, he takes Reyna when Ahri needs a break, he helps Johnny with paperwork and any tasks for Reyna, etc. Basically just the back bone to everyone else’s dad traits.

Jaehyun - bestest dad in the whole world Loves to hold her and carry her around the house. Loves cuddling with her and watching movies with her. He takes her to work in the years before grade school starts, then he starts taking her on holidays and weekends when Yuta doesn't steal her away to Japan. He’ll have her run around practice rooms, sit in the board room chairs that are too big for her, watch as he records music in the music booths, etc. If he could take her everywhere, have her attached to his hip 25/8, he would. He loves doing everything with her.

Jungwoo - silly dad Sneaks her snacks, takes her to do fun things. Is very protective and will bat off all the little kids who try to flirt with her on the playground. Cries on her first day of school. Play date dad-- Drops her off at the other parents' houses, scopes out if it's safe or not, runs the interrogations (He will interrogate the kids, too, no one is safe from protective dad!Jungwoo). If it's a sleepover, he'll overpack her bags and sit in the car in the driveway for, like 10 min, worrying about her before he finally goes home.

Mark - late bloomer He’s figuring it out, he just needs more time… He’s a lil scared…. But when he’s missed her lots after tour or something, he’ll fight everyone else to hold her in his arms for hours to days on end. Haechan has a folder full of pictures and videos of Mark and Reyna sleeping or playing together. When Mark and Hyuck are on tour and he bring up missing her, Hyuck will pull out his phone.

Haechan - the most girl dad to ever girl dad Bro is obsessed with Reyna even before she’s born ok. Buys her everything she wants. Plays silly games with her. Will dress up as a princess for tea time. Makes silly faces with her as their silent love language. Spoils her to Hell and back because he doesn't want her to lift a single finger ever. If one of the boys tries to give her chores to do, Haechan will do them for her, even though he hates doing chores. Teaches her bad habits because it’s fun for them to do together even tho Ahri and Johnny beg him not to…

[kissesinthemist]

Modern! Meadowlark Headcanons (Cole Edition)

(I decided to separate the characters because I have a lot to say about each of them and if I did them all in one post it would be extremely long)

• They would be known as the quiet awkward kid in school. People think they’re nice but nobody besides the Lark knows them well. A little bit of a mystery

• Probably in a club or two (most likely music and/or drama) but they don’t interact much with the other members unless absolutely necessary or it’s approached first (They’re too shy to approach first)

• If they were in Drama, it would rarely audition for a part in a play. They mostly work backstage as a sound designer or design set pieces

• Wouldn’t like horror movies. They don’t enjoy the violence and gore. Also not a fan of movies depicting war or end of the world type shit

• Huge book worm. They would spend their lunch breaks in the library reading. Not picky about the genre they read but it does have a soft spot for fantasy and mystery

• Would prefer online learning over actually going to school

• Had a 2020 alt phase (it haunts them in their dreams but they also sort of miss it)

• Not a huge fan of anime but they wouldn’t mind watching it if their friends really wanted to

• Huge fan of Gravity Falls. It finds the mystery aspect of the show interesting and they relate to Dipper a lot

• Beside Gravity Falls, they also like Over the Garden Wall, Charlie Brown movies, Winnie the Pooh, and Scooby Doo (specifically the old school and mystery incorporated versions but any of era is fine with them)

• I’m a bit iffy on this one but I think they would like gummies and probably prefer them over chocolate. It wouldn’t like sour ones though, just classic gummy candy like gummy worms, bears, etc

• LOVESSS ASMR. They would listen to it all the time. Reading, doing homework, sleeping- whatever it’s doing, they’re listening to asmr

• Other than music, their favourite subjects in school would be history and english (specifically creative writing, they don’t really enjoy writing essays)

• Prefers older music rather than today’s music. Unless it’s folk of some kind, they would prefer to listen to bands and musicians from the 60s and back. Additionally, it strikes me as the type to believe love songs back then and better than love songs today

• Would love watching those analysis videos on YouTube. It doesn’t matter what the topic being discussed is, they’ll watch it anyways because it just enjoys learning

• Because of their love for analysis videos, they know a bunch of fun facts about a variety of subjects. If someone were to ask them something about a particular subject, they would most likely know the answer, no matter how obscure it is

• I feel like they would absolutely rock the very controversial fashion trend of wearing skirts over pants. This is already somewhat canon but I still think it’s worth mentioning

• Along with skirts over pants, Cole would prefer wearing loose comfortable clothing that is easy to move around in

• Some staple pieces in their wardrobe would include: Long sleeve shirts, baggy t-shirts, sweater vests, button ups, zip up sweaters, loose pants, and flowy skirts

• Their style is very casual with just a dash of whimsy to keep things interesting, add some drama y’know?

That’s all the headcanons I have for now, next up is Clémentine <3

[written-with-blue-ink]

This may seem weird but could you do what Pokemon characters smell like? Smell is super important to me when it comes to a partner, not allowed to smell bad in my space. Specifically Grimsley, Drayden and Clara but you can add whoever else you want

Absolutely, hon! I kinda wanted to bully your taste a bit but I'll just say you have a type. Also, if y'all give me free reign with extra characters, I'll always chose N when it comes to Pokemon. He's my boy!

Characters: Grimsley (Gen 5), Drayden (Gen 5), Clara (Gen 8), N (Gen 5), Dahlia (Gen 4), and Wallace (Gen 3)

Grimsley: Smoke, Red Wine, and Petrichor

Smoke like the comfort of a cigarette on a cold winter night at a rooftop bar or snuffing out a candle after a long night on the couch with a movie. Red wine like a classy date in an expensive restaurant or a comforting drink after a long day, alcohol somehow numbs the pain in your joints. Petrichor like waiting for the rain to stop outside before walking away from work or walking through the city under an umbrella, watching the people walk by.

Drayden: Leather, Pine, and a Fresh Meal

Leather like finally buying a much-needed new bag or tying a nice pair of leather boots before going on a hike. Pine like a Christmas Tree at your grandparent’s house or walking in the woods in early winter, the last of the leaves falling in your hair. Meals like a pot roast on a cold winter night or sauteeing vegetables for a new recipe.

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Clara: Sour Gummies, Cheerwine, and Poppies

Sour Gummies in the way of walking into a busy candy store or opening a package late in the night as a study snack. Cheerwine like on a hot and humid summer’s day, feeling the cold, cherry-flavored soda run down your throat to quench your thirst. Poppies like growing a batch in a small pot and smelling them and feeling the need for sleep hit your limbs.

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N: Gardenias, Fresh Cut Grass, and Honeysuckles

Gardenias like walking in the woods in the beginning of spring or the surprise of finding one fresh white flower sitting on your desk in a small container with water, signed by your secret admirer. Fresh-cut grass like walking in the park in the early morning or lying on the grass between classes, the sun on your skin and engulfing you in warmth. Honeysuckles like going to the plant with your parent as a kid, picking the flower, and then having you try it. You aren’t sure but do and taste the sugary nectar engulf your mouth.

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Dahlia: Mocha, Daffodils, and Oranges

Mochas like the sudden spike of caffeine in the morning after a long, sleepless night. Daffodils signal the beginning of spring with their yellow and white flowers. Oranges like eating a familiar fruit as you put the peels in a simmer pot with other ingredients, letting the scent engulf the house.

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Wallace: Patchouli, Water Lilies, and Incense

Patchouli like walking into an apothecary, the variety and combination of all scents hitting and burning your nose. Water lilies like walking through an oriental garden and seeing koi fish swim between lilypads with pink and white flowers. Incense like lighting a match and setting the stick aflame before blowing it out, letting the smell engulf your room and yourself.

[galactic-feelins]

Runaway City AU talk ahead:

Sometimes when experiencing media of all kinds I end up thinking about crossover scenarios CONSTANTLY. The worst of it is when I think about how my own ocs would interact with the world or how characters would interact with those ocs. But enough about original characters, I'm here to share some thoughts I had about the gummi crew!

So for anyone that follows my main blog or knows me personally, you'll know I've been thinking about "Tales Of Symphonia: Dawn Of The New World" again! Obviously I have thought about KH crossovers before and several years ago I tried drawing Emil and Roxas together, however I haven't shared that one because I'm not so proud of how it turned out. When it comes to the Runaway City AU (as I'm tentatively calling it) I keep thinking about what worlds Roxas and co could visit for both thematic narrative purposes and for moving them along on their journeys, be it personal character growth or a step towards finding Sora! Unfortunately, I have a very obvious type when it comes to characters I like, and Emil has a very similar story to what Roxas is going through in this au...

Anyway I want to share a late game idea I had with Emil before I forget, but I can't exactly draw anything for it yet as I haven't shared enough context behind it! Spoilers ahead:

Anyone aware of Dawn would probably know about Ratatosk's Ain Soph Aur, and may or may not know you can use it in regular combat upon using Devil's Hellfire. Well, the idea is that Roxas would've met them on a first visit late enough in Emil's journey to be able to see this for himself, but early enough that the whole truth behind Ratatosk hasn't been revealed yet. After finding Sora, I had the idea that Roxas doesn't immediately remerge with him and instead Sora joins the crew as they try to find a way to allow both Sora and Roxas to live as themselves, hence the heartless Sora designs I'd shared! But, this leaves a chance for Sora to tag along on a second visit >:3

On the second visit, enough time would have passed for Emil to learn the truth about who and what he is, and subsequently seal his other half away in his heart. Emil is dealing with a lot, but so are Sora and Roxas, so they talk and confide in each other and try to give support and condolences. In the base game, Emil cannot use Ain Soph Aur after Ratatosk is sealed away, but he still has Ratatosk's power as he is a part of him. This probably comes up in conversation with Roxas even!

Now for the fun part!

If they'd been talking things through in room at an inn for example, then someone would have to come by to tell Sora an Roxas it's time to go. Danny is the one to fetch them, but while he's there he shows great respect and honor towards Tenebrae who immediately comments upon Danny's formality.

"Of course I'd respect you! Your job is one of the most important of them all. After all, it's only in darkness that stars shine the brightest!"

Now that may not be as nice to Tenebrae as poor Phantom had expected, but it does stick in the minds of Emil, Sora, and Roxas! While Sora is reminded of Riku by the statement, Roxas begins to think deeper. Sora is seen as a beacon of hope to the people that sent him on this quest in the first place, and yet he's so full of darkness that he becomes a shadow when he's feeling too emotional and high-strung. But even Roxas can see just how brilliantly he shines, while Roxas himself has no light or dark or his own. This would be a catalyst to Roxas deciding once and for all that he'll save Sora, even if it means sacrificing himself. Sora wouldn't like that; why would someone so set on living suddenly decide to sacrifice himself, and for HIM specifically? Roxas goes to bed, but Sora leaves the ship to make sure he has no chance of recombining in his sleep, and so he goes to Emil to talk!

Emil has taken the experience to think about his own plans, and from talking to Sora and Roxas he recognizes that there may be another way to go about things. Emil is Emil, but he is also Ratatosk, and while Emil doesn't want to let Ratatosk end all life in Aselia, he may not have to give Ratatosk the chance at all! I don't remember the exact conversation I had imagined, but Sora also comes away with the reassurance that Roxas wants to help him and he should respect his decision and accept the gift he's being given. And since Emil/Ratatosk is a summon spirit, he tells Sora to call him if he ever needs help, granting Sora yet another summon.

This is all to lead up to Emil relearning Ain Soph Aur and making it his own: Sora summons Emil into battle for the first time later to find Emil prepares an attack with "Darkness Empowers, Ain Soph Aur!" Sora is a bit confused about the first part, but internally Roxas is filled with glee and pride for Emil being able to accept himself and his power as his own!

[storiesofsvu]

18. What they’d go to see a therapist about

19. Vices/bad habits

20. Scars

pretty please, babe! ❤️

im on a roll with rita from doing the last ones so we're sticking with that here lol

18. likely didn't believe in therapy for years, or wasn't really into it. starting recommending specific types of therapists for her clients and then figured she may as well go check things out for herself. there's a lot of talking about her childhood and her relationship with her family. there's her justification of her career. there's oh so much bitching about detectives and other attorneys lol

19. 100000% a smoker. i also see her sneaking a little bit of weed here and there, whether it's a gummy to help her sleep or just a joint when the wine isn't hitting hard enough.

20. hmmm..

OH! I don't think we ever covered why Rita doesn't drive... maybe she's got a little scar somewhere on a leg or something that was from a car accident as a teenager/young adult. it wasn't anything crazy bad, she wasn't necessarily the one driving, but it scared her enough that she didn't have the confidence to bother learning how to drive, "leave it to the pros" mentality,.

thanks for asking! <3

[another-dra-anew]

The cast's favorite desserts/sweets?

Oh, no. I have a really bad sweet tooth. I had too many ideas. Dessert (pastry, mochi, ice cream, etc) / Sweet (Candy, chocolate) / Sweet drink... + this is what the kids are most likely to ask for if you tell them they have to order something sweet. Also, I wanted to do different drinks than the sweet ones mentioned here

Hatano: Custard-filled buns / Dark chocolate covered banana slices / Mangonada

Higa: Crepe (light/minimal toppings) / Black Thunder Bar / Chocolate Milkshake

Inori: Dorayaki / Konpeito / Tart Lemonade

Iranami: Castella / Hard caramels / Mango Calpis

Kobashikawa: Mille-feuille / Chocolate truffles / Horchata

Kurokawa: Don't even ask her it's always changing. / Kit-Kat, any type / Sweetened cinnamon tea

Maeda: Coffee Cake / Kiwi Hi-Chew / Blood Orange soda

Maki: Sakura mochi / White Rabbit / Yuzu Ramune

Mekaru: Daifuku / Mint Chocolates / Sweetened Matcha

Ōtori: Brownie (made with instant coffee powder) / Kopiko / Banana milk

Taira: Hokkaido Soft Serve / Chocolate Pocky / Apple Juice

Tomori: Yakimochi / Sour Strawberry gummies / Peach iced tea

Tsurugi: Strawberry shortcake / Pop Rocks / Fruit lattes

Uehara: Jam-filled cornetto / Sour ropes / Chamomile milk tea

Yamaguchi: Anmitsu / Kasugai melon gummies / Pomelo Ocean Bomb

Notes:

Everyone say thank you to the United States for aiding in globalizing Japan so I can make them have more varied snacks.

^Despite that, some of these are reflective of kids locations. All of Kobashikawa's favorites are iconic to a foreign country, even in ADRA-verse, Uehara's favorite dessert is Italian (...common breakfast food, but I don't think he grew up eating it for breakfast), and Tsurugi prefers American-style Shortcake.

Inori doesn't like sweet things, and Ōtori usually prefers coffee flavors. Mekaru and Yamaguchi also aren't really sweet fans, but they have their specific flavor profiles they like.

Maeda loves white chocolate drinks best of all, this one is a bit of an elaboration from the drinks post. Likes white chocolate latte, white hot chocolate, etc. Sort of nostalgic for him, just because he always goes !! whenever it's available for him, so there's strong memories.

I vaguely want to do world building to expand upon Hatano mangonada, but I really don't have any thoughts right now. I've been cursed lately with sleeping poorly on Mondays/Tuesdays, so I'm not as quick with the drop as usual. Don't question it, just accept her love.

[ihrtjiro]

hihi i wanna request a mha matchup ^^

character preference-wise i prefer male and i’d like it if you could avoid the adult characters!

as for me, i’m roughly 5’7, blonde w brown eyes (and a girl lol) i’m an ambivert, so im pretty comfortable in social situations but i get overwhelmed quite fast and often end up zoning out/ getting quiet. i’d like to think that i have a good balance between being loud and listening to others but at times i can be a bit of a yapper 🙊 i’m very emotional, so i hate seeing my friends upset (i’m the if ___ cries, i cry type of person).

interests wise, i love science and really want to pursue that as a career (specifically biochemistry). in the same vein, i take my academics really seriously because i don’t play sports at all and genuinely enjoy learning. i also love graphic design as a side hobby and do little projects in my spare time ^^ other hobbies of mine include painting, skiing and gaming.

likes: dogs, kpop, sleeping, playing roblox (lol), iced tea, nerds gummy clusters 🤤

dislikes: math (i’m just bad at it), spiders, needles, and very specifically the point in winter where it’s dark and cold and bleak

hope this is good and thank u smmmm 🎀

a/n; hey heyy! hope u enjoy this :))

your matchup is…

hanta sero !!

sero always tries to be very aware of your behaviors while in social settings! like if you’re not talking/zoned out, he’ll try engage with you specifically to make you feel more welcomed! (he also loves it when you yap.. 🤫)

he also thinks it’s very endearing how seriously you take your academics! it reminds him of iida or yaomomo a lot and it’s very sweet to him :))

i personally hc sero to be good at math because i imagine while training his quirk he had to get really good at measurements when deciding how much tape he wanted to shoot for whatever reason, so he’d easily be able to help you with your math work if you couldn’t do it haha

he’d also shoot out small strips of tape for you to paint and doodle on during classes whenever you got bored <3

i do not permit for my work to be reposted, translated, or stolen. all rights go to ihrtjiro. characters are not mine, unless stated, and belong to their rightful creators.

[bvlladonnas]

Is that LILY GLADSTONE ? Oh, no, that’s FREYA COBELL, a FORTY-ONE year old PREVIOUS LAWYER; CURRENT UNEMPLOYED FRIEND ON A TUESDAY who uses THEY/THEM pronouns. They currently live in CASABLANCA, and the character they identify with most is VAN PALMER FROM YELLOWJACKETS. Hopefully they find their own little paradise here in el país de los poetas!

BASICS:

full name: freya sequoia cobell  nickname(s): frey age: forty-one gender: non-binary pronouns: they/them sexuality: lesbian date & place of birth: january 24th in blackfeet nation in browning, montana  occupation: previous lawyer. currently between jobs (they are so unemployed) faceclaim: lily gladstone piercings: pierced ears traits: adaptable, laidback, flippant, particular, unyielding similar to: van palmer (yellowjackets), dean winchester (supernatural), janis ian (mean girls), ferris bueller (ferris bueller's day off)  aesthetics: clay caked under your nails, flannel jackets, baseball played with your childhood friends at dusk, big dogs that look like they have more bite than bark, and the bitter discomfort that comes with the inevitable passing of time. 

* mun is not indigenous & while i'm researching, please let me know if anything is wrong or off and i will correct it !

BULLET POINTS:

– born to a loving family on the blackfeet indian reservation in browning, montana. was never particularly wealthy but what their family did have was a lot of love and devotion, and they were always raised to know that they had the full support of their parents – this meant that they're decently well-adjusted. never really one to stress, freya's got a true 'type b' personality. – they discovered their love for art young, and had been sculpting pretty much since their fine motor skills kicked in. art of any kind attracted them, but sculpting especially – eventually decided they wanted to see the world and got a one way ticket to london for college. with their family's support (and sadness), they left the reservation for art school – met their spouse (rania <3) in college after a few flings and fell in love immediately – what was initially a fling turned into a whirlwind romance and of course freya was down Bad – as soon as they started taking the relationship seriously they knew they had to get their shit into gear because sculpting wasn't going to pay the bills – put their big thirl panties on and got into law; was wicked good at what they did, but their heart was never in it. still, they knew they didn't want to go back to the states (as much as they missed their family), so they got a job in chile instead, still wanting to see the world – unforchie law burned them out despite the fact that they were good at it and they quit, hoping to pursue their craft full time – currently is going through a bit of a rough patch with rania since quitting their job </3 they had a lot in savings and rania supported them after seeing how miserable they were, but it's ... rough. they're trying  – kind of having a midlife crisis ? in a way ? – still loves their children and their wife don't get it twisted. their family is their lifeline n main priority always

HEADCANONS:

— really chill. used to be kind of a stoner, now takes edible gummies to sleep ( i love you old people <3 ). still really go with the flow – gives fucking awesome advice – neurodivergent as hell ... chill unless their very specific ways of living are disrupted and they're like woah? – played softball as a kid – very much the yin to rania's yang – still calls with their family daily, facetimes often – has a pretty good amount of tattoos, including two for their kids – likes to birdwatch and play chess in the park – will add more here as i think :D 

WANTED CONNECTIONS:

— children they are adopting ( or ones that realize they give good advice and are like hi :p )

– does anyone want to birdwatch with them

– someone get them a job omfg please

– fellow artists!

– erm check back soon

[incyrayinc]

crude concept art for Theif's stupid spaceship(s)

been thinking about what kind of requirements something kinda abiotic like a Heartless would have for a ship, and realizing that A: all oxygen and similar would have to be ADDED to the base ship design, since I don't think Heartless need to breathe lmao, and B: the rest would be very minimal, since I'm pretty sure the only other requirements these things have are like. med bay if they get injured, bathing/laundry because they are physical things that exist, and maybe sleep (in COM you can encounter dubiously real Heartless sleeping)

I like to think they have major cockroach brain and would prefer to sleep in some sort of crevice with surface contact on all sides so they feel hidden and safe. and then I realized. the densest, most efficient cockroach sleeping arrangement is. fucking. Egg Carton…

(also, 'SPOM' is 'self-powered oxygen module' and is inspired by the electrolysis-based oxygen generating machine commonly used in Oxygen Not Included)

similarly i don't think they really get how bionts like humans prefer to sleep, and probably just googled 'human bed' or 'biont bed' or 'bed for mammal' and got images of like, various human and animal beds, and then picked the cheapest option for the highly unlikely scenario of long-term guests, which is dog bed

it started as a joke but then I realized it makes sense? so I'm keeping the dog beds lmao

(the specific types of gummi ships here are Dreadshark, and Strike Shuttle)

[sunnybunny2468]

any fun facts abt ur ocs? im rlly interested in them :3

oh betbetbet

four facts about each!!!

BRI:

-she's a huge vocaloid fan!! specifically english songs, but she is the type to listen to darker songs in japanese so long as the instrumental is peppy and poppy. nobody tell her.

-she knows how to understand ASL somewhat, a friend taught her! she messed up salt four times and mixed up salt and fork. ....she really just struggles with salt, huh.

-she is incredibly sheltered, but has bad luck sometimes. if it's deceptively dark under cuteness, she will likely fall for it....especially if it has pretty girls. DDLC and Madoka Magica are things she will never recover from.

-her spirit animal is most totally a bunny. besides her love of them, she taps her foot when she's impatient, she runs more than she fights, and she jumps in place when she's excited but good luck getting her to eat anything but coffee rolls. :3

ALLIE

-she is popular canonically, but doesn't like it too much. ah, it's so hard to be a girlboss girlfailure in this world...luckily, she's good at telling them to fuck off. (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

-Bri thought her trans flag on her wall was hatsune miku related. i mean, miku did help her figure out her gender crisis, so task failed successfully.....??? once she finds out, Allie is just planning to make it into an inside joke though. Bri aint escaping this one.

-oh her gaydar is crazy good. she knows Bri is sapphic as fuck but isn't about to tell her. she's gonna let the clueless girliepop figure it out herself like she had to <3

-used to do magic as a teenager, and brought Bri along. still wears her mini tophat near constantly, to the point the pin always attached to it is her calling card at this point. doesn't do magic often anymore, but she did use it to keep her sis occupied when she was little, along with annoy Miley these days by confusing the fuck out of him.

MILEY

-he loves rain. his favorite gift from the group is an orange umbrella he got for his birthday. the reason he likes it? it keeps other people inside and lets him chill alone outside of his room. vibe lil man.

-if there's one hobby he loves, it's photography. he only takes pictures of other people or things, and often ends up deleting them out of worry someone will criticize something about the photo and he'll lose interest/start hating it. the only exception to this is pictures of animals and his friends, since he loves them too much to get rid of them.

-mans sleep schedule is FUCKED. he stays up late googling things related to his friends interests, and then spends the rest of the day paying for it. Bri is very tired (pun intended) of having to constantly wake him up in the middle of class because he decided that last night he wasn't gonna sleep until he beat a minigame. that he had only started an hour ago. which was 11PM.

-he shares a birthday with hatsune miku! (august 31st, 2007) his weeb of a best friend reacted to this by, without fail, every single goddamn year, showing up wearing at least one miku related thing. he's grown to love it, promise. that exhausted sounding sigh is a loving exhausted sounding sigh. <3

LAVENDER

-Lavender is a nickname, due to her first name being hard to pronounce, that being Liliana. eventually, everyone started either calling her Lav, Lavu, or Lily. Most times it's just Lavender though hehe

-she keeps track of the favorite snacks of every close friend she has, and makes sure it's always in her basket. for each member, Bri has coffee rolls, Allie has chocolate chip cookies, Miley has fruit gummies, and she packs herself white chocolate.

-she refuses to curse under any circumstances. you cannot make her. she sees it as inappropriate and immature. compare this to Miley, who if you asked him to stop cursing, would tell you 'are you goddamn serious?- shut the hell up and fuck off!' they argue over it often. very often.

-she wears gloves whenever she leaves the house. originally, she started wearing them as a gift from Allie, but slowly realized it made her more comfortable to have them. sadly, her trips into the woods behind her house and picking flowers have ruined quite a few pairs :(

thank you for asking! <3

[madamlaydebug]

#HEALTHNugget

Is CBD Oil Safe and Worth Your Money?

A medical cannabis expert weeds the hype from the truth about the herbal cure for pain, depression, anxiety and insomnia.

You can’t turn on a daytime TV program or flip open a lifestyle magazine without hearing or reading about CBD, short for cannabidiol. It’s the biggest buzzword in holistic health news, and statistically speaking, it is expected to reach around 1.8 billion dollars in U.S. consumer sales by 2022, a whopping increase from around half a billion dollars in 2018.

What exactly is CBD?

CBD is the non-intoxicating component of the cannabis sativa plant. Cannabis plants can either be classified as hemp or marijuana depending on the quantity or percentage of THC in either plant. This distinction was established by the FDA: Cannabis plants with 0.3 percent or less of THC are considered hemp and those with more that 0.3 percent are consider marijuana.

So in a nutshell, CBD that is derived from hemp will not make you high. You should also ask your primary physician about using CBD while taking medications.

Kisha Vanterpool, medical director of Medicinally Jointed, a medical cannabis spa and alternate health practice located in South Philadelphia, says the biggest misconception her patients have is understanding the difference between CBD and THC.

“Some associate CBD solely with cannabis (marijuana) which carries its own stigma of being used to attain a high,” the board-certified internist explains. “But really, cannabis is an herbal medicine that has many benefits. Through educating my patients around the plant as medicine and how it interacts within our bodies, patients then become more open to its use.”

What is CBD used for?

Studies show consumers are using CBD — sold in oils, lotions, balms, bath salts, coffee, oral sprays and gummies — as a specific therapy for pain, anxiety, depression and sleep disorders. Depending on the product, prices range from $20 to $100.

Nira Hyman turned to CBD three years ago to help manage chronic back pain and joint inflammation she’s endured for about 15 years. The 46-year-old was recently diagnosed with an autoimmune disease, a type of rheumatoid arthritis called ankylosing spondylitis, which affects the spine.

“Chronic pain is quite isolating, so I’m open to trying almost anything. My research led me to THC, then to CBD. It helps mute the pain. It’s still there, but the volume of the pain is dialed down. CBD doesn’t manage my pain on its own, but using that along with other stuff on my regimen can make a difference,” she says.

“Most of what I use is handmade. It’s expensive but worth it. Friends ship balms or soaks to me. And yes, the sellers are Black. I believe strongly that Black women belong in the cannabis industry, so the louder our voices the better.”

The Brooklyn, New York, native also uses CBD to alleviate anxiety. “It may be a placebo effect, but I do feel it helps my anxiety. And I prefer using something that’s natural and naturally medicinal. I’d much rather take CBD — and I do use high doses — than opioids. My doctors agree, off the record,” says Hyman.

Vanterpool recommends CBD to her female patients to help them with anxiety, insomnia, hot flashes, menstrual cramps, endometriosis and other chronic pain. When shopping for CBD products, she suggests consumers research the product “to ensure that it truly contains CBD and has been tested for contaminants such as pesticides, bacteria and fungus/mold.”

Is CBD FDA-regulated?

Not currently. The U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) recently published a consumer update on its website (FDA.gov) that addresses the claims that cannabinoid (CBD) is a cure-all, risk-free miracle drug.

Although the FDA is presently gathering data from health professionals, cannabis industry representatives and patients to learn more about the efficacy of CBD, the agency wrote, "there are many unanswered questions about the science, safety and quality of products containing CBD.”

Where can I find CBD products in my area, and is it legal in all fifty states?

Remember the 69-year-old grandmother from North Carolina who was arrested at Disney World for packing CBD oil in her purse?

Federal law says CBD oil products are legal to possess if they contain no more than 0.3 percent THC, and CBD products are readily available online. Do your research to find products that are safe, effective and legal. Consumerreports.org has an informative guide. Be aware, however, that some states like Florida, Ohio and Texas generally don’t differentiate hemp from marijuana. So before you purchase or travel with CBD, check the state laws.

[wifting]

Frye helps you with math homework and feeds you goldfish crackers shifting script..

To preface, this script is mainly for myself but I thought I'd post it for others if they wanted a oddly specific Frye based DR. ^^

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You: (left blank so you can fill it out^^)

Name:

Pronouns:

Age:

Physical attributes: (you can just use a photo if you want!)

Notable traits:

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DR effects: (for things you want Immunities to or other special things you want to detail) also this is kinda tacky cus I'm a simp 💀

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Frye:

Name: Frye (obv •°3°•<3)

Pronouns: she/her ^^

Age: early 20's / 16[highschool alt] (Delete the one you don't want!! )

Physical attributes: short ahh, gorgeous (actual goddess straight up TvT) , cute colorful fingertips eee, perfect soft skin fr skincare routine probably goes hard, literally glowing ~✧ш✧~

Notable traits: V. Pretty •°-°•, smart and good at math, silly, sweet :), funny!!, caring, notices people's visual tics easily, empathetic, willing to make jabs at u

- - - - - - - °•. - - - - - - - - °•. - - - - - - - - :*•.° ^-^

Location:

A small study (like the type of room not the action) with a desk and two chairs

On the desk is a lamp, desk bookshelf, pencase, a woodwick candle, and some of your papers and textbooks spread around.

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Setup:

You've been having a hard time with your classes recently and Frye reached out to help you tonight.

She's agreed to come over and help you study on this late night (she's so nice!!! ^•^) . She's also bringing some snacks for you guys to break into. She said she's gonna bring some fruit gummies and some goldfish crackers for the two of you to munch on.

Once you've shifted you'll be woken up from a sleep at your desk by her. She's gonna scold you man why you sleeping at your desk sleepy head •^а^•

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Bonus affs •'v`•

You will shift

Shifting is easy

You can shift easily

It's okay if it takes time

Everything is okay

Your DR is close

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Remember to drink lots of water today and have a good day and night! I wish you luck!

-🏀